Bella: Lazarus had it good. My social circle doesn't include a friend with power over death. I suppose I should've embraced Facebook while I had the chance. I never should have let Jack talk me into taking chemo.
Hannibal: He's trying to extend your life.
Bella: He's trying to extend a quality of life that's not worth the effort.
Hannibal: Jack's efforts or yours?
Bella: I'm vomiting my stomach lining. On a good day, I sleep fifteen to eighteen hours. On a bad day, I don't sleep. My best-case scenario is prolonged pain management.
Hannibal: Jack will help you manage. He loves you, Bella. When you are gone, he will feel your silence like a draft.
Bella: My silence is inevitable. The war is over. The cancer is an occupying force. I want to surrender. While I still have my dignity.
Hannibal: You are considering ending your life?
Bella: Suicide seems like a valid solution to my problem.
Hannibal: How does that make you feel?
Bella: Alive. How does it make you feel?
Hannibal: I've always found the idea of death comforting. The thought that my life could end at any moment frees me to fully appreciate the beauty, and art, and horror of everything this world has to offer.
Bella: A death benefit?
Hannibal: Upon taking his own life, Socrates offered a rooster to the god of healing, Asclepius, to pay his debt.
Bella: What debt might that be?
Hannibal: To Socrates, death was not a defeat... but a cure.